I’d always considered myself heterosexual. I’d known that I happened to be young, therefore had plenty of time to find myself away, but it always seemed “normal” to me personally that I would personally date a kid. I’m attracted to guys, and also myself actually dating one if I did sometimes fantasize about girls, I’d never seen.

Then, around three years back, we began writing online, for a role-play forum about Harry Potter. Fundamentally, you develop a character then compose along with other players, producing fan fiction in teams. It absolutely was through this amazing site we wrote a lot that I met Juliette and together. We simply got along pretty much but to tell the truth, our relationship expanded gradually. She lived in Paris and I also lived in Toulouse, into the South of France, therefore we never truly saw one another, however it ended up being fine. She arrived one week to my house throughout the vacations, and now we had a great deal enjoyable that we noticed i must say i cared about her. During the time, my emotions remained friendly and never intimate, however they were strong.

I remember the very first time I informed her that i truly liked her.

It had been at the start of a year ago, probably in September. We had been texting and I also complimented her, telling her that we thought she had been a phenomenal individual. It absolutely was the very first time we actually confessed our love—friendly love—to one another.

All over exact same time, certainly one of her buddies became actually jealous of y our relationship. We felt actually responsible, such as a fat in Juliette’s life. Read More